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| Hmmmm right now this moment i am standing on a bus at where they put the luagage! Iand i m looking through the same window which the driver would look thru I never thought the view would be.... Would be that beautiful!!! Its so fresh! Its so bright and wonderful outside!!!! I just wann jump out to some freen and roll around Hahahah But i m pn the way to school But its still great Soooo let me tell u why i m standing, alone, on this bus I got on the first few station I actually had a seat But then when the bus got to the last station before highway An old lady got on with her big stroller U know for one secondi thought about not letting her to have my seat Cuz i was thinking she must have known that there would not be aby seats but why she still got on at this station?!?! But then,,,, i thought twice,,, she must have her reason!! And i mean i wasnt tired or anything,,,, So i stood up and told her to have my seat Hahahaha U know,,,, I felt kind of embarassed and didnt want ppl to know or look at what i did But at the same time, i felt relief I didnt have to feel bad for not letting her yo have my seat I feel good And i thank god for letting me be able to stand and let the needy to have my seat Hehehe Have a great day!!!! I m having a great day^^ | | |
| I cant believe I had been wasting my time on such a person rubbish jerk lier fake person I hate fake ppl but i had been in love with such a person... i just cant believe that but now i declare that it's the end and thanks god that I knew it's the truth this might be one truth that doesnt hurt but let me feel joyful.... wooohoooo move on! :) | | |
|  Another Valentine's Day has just passed......
People around me start getting engaged or even married, which I dream to be one of them.
but when I thought about it tongiht...
I want my proposal/ wedding to be like this.....................
(p.s: maybe one day my other half will see this blog and YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO, sweet boy! ^^)
Alright, I am gonna name my other half "Z" here
so Z.... here is the thing,
it could be the second year/ month or even our second day of being together...
we could get together and form our own little sweet family!
I don't believe longer length of dating period will make our marriage any better if you aren't too into our relationship anyway...
As long as we are meant for each other, it doesnt matter how long we've met/ been together!
sooo.... you should be knowing by now that I love surprises!
the big one too!HAHA
it would be awesome if you could plan the whole wedding secretly!
please don't let me know at all!
It could be the only one gift you give me in my whole life...but it gotta be the best, the most memorable!
Imagining you are all busy for our wedding, contacting all my friends and families...
AWWWW so sweet!
I know it sound kind of selfish, but imagining it's the only gift you'll ever have to give me!
It's worth it! :)
Z, don't worry that I won't say Yes to you when you propose and that you would waste all the preparation work...
cuz.... I WON'T!
If I know you are the one from day one, you are and you will be!
so.....maybe one week/ one month before the wedding...
PROPOSE to me, man! :)
It's about time!
The proposal doesnt have to be big... but I would want my familes and friends to be involved...
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you are on your own for the proposal part!HAHAHA
be creative, okay! ?!
for the wedding part... honestly I really want it to be HUGE and AWESOME!
but for right now... I actually don have any idea!hahahah
but...just do what you think I'll like....that probably it! :)
Trust in you!
opps....but I want my wedding to be grand and elegant....bu cute!
I better get to pick my own gown!
and I hope all gown and dresses for my wedding is AWESOME~
oh.. actually!
I;ve thought about having the wedding overseas.. just make it special and easy to remember!
hahahha...
running out of idea...
so in all, I just need great surprised!
you got it!
do I sound like I am requesting too much?
If you think I am... you don love me enough! ><"
Love you,
PAK
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| sometimes, looking back is uncontrolable
it ain't a bad thing
it's full of happiness and laughters... and maybe HOPE (for the one who is imagaining)
but at the same time, it kinds of stops good things coming in a way though
you are being who i used to be currently .... i think and assume... dissapointedly...
it will take forever to come out of that ......I don even know what you called it
I wanna get in somehow
but I don even know how
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this is how i feel lately
any1 can share....my sadness? worries?................. | | |
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